Ok - we're back among the living here.  Trying to work, keep up with a almost 20 yr old that I've had committed (and dealing with the emotions that come with that) a 14 yr old on his school's swim team and a 6 month old has been a little hetic to say the least.  And all this lovely stuff happened during the Holidays - how wonderful.

I pondered and pondered about blogging about what was happening to my oldest son for a while as I didn't want my blogging buddies to think bad about me.  Finally I though "What the hell"  this is why I started blogging in the first place.  I suffer from ODC (and a multitude of other things) and feel like I have to be so perfect to the people that I know personally, but my favorite site is Dooce and she's not perfect, but she is a good mother and wife.  So I finally decided that this blog would be my chance to be honest.  I've found, so far, that my blogging community has been very acceptance of what is really going on in my life and it makes me wonder if my real life friends would be as acceptance as well.

Here goes nothing.  Merry Christmas to all.